Tuesday, February 7, 2012
It's Up to Me
We are in the middle of crate training at night. T-Rex is not yet sleeping through the night consistently, and, honestly, it is getting old. I feel like I have a new baby again and I am too old for the sleep deprivation that brings!
Last night he was up at 1:06 am (yes, I remember the exact moment!). We first thought we could tough it out, ha! He had a Urinary Tract Infection a couple of weeks ago and I was wondering if that was back, so Dave (thank you!) got up and took him outside. Rex went back to his crate
I didn't hear from him again until 6:12 am. After I took him outside since it was still so dark and cold I decided I wanted to crawl back under my covers. So, I put Rex back to bed. He was not happy about that, but I was determined to exercise some tough, I'll-show-you-who's-in-charge, kind of love. I knew all his needs had been met and he just wanted to play. I stayed in my bed and listened as he complained loudly, hoping to capture anyone's attention. He protested off and on (mostly on) for over an hour before I finally got into the shower so I didn't have to hear him anymore.
While I was lying in bed trying to ignore his complaints I was reminded of a valuable principle - We do not have control over another's actions, only over our responses. I could not control Rex's complaining (getting him out of the crate was not an option) but I was able to control how I responded to his incessant barking and howling! I was not happy about his actions, but I did not allow my emotions to be taken hostage by a little puppy! What could have been an incredibly bad start to a day (I know, because it has happened before!) was instead an empowering lesson on the capacity I really do have to control my thoughts and thereby my emotions, actions and results - even when the world around me is bidding me do otherwise.
For all you animal rights activists that might be reading this:
Rex was totally fine when I finally released him from his crate!
Oh, and I do plan on contacting the vet to get her take on whether that UTI could be acting up again.